& the portraits fade from his mother’s walls.
Narcissa sips Firewhiskey with a different man,
his hair dark and simple.
maybe he has a mole on his jawbone.
maybe he has an accent only when he’s been drinking.
maybe they have a beautiful daughter
whose forearm bears nothing but her own skin;there is no kind way to tell this story,
so I might as well tell it true,
you would not wish yourself upon anyone.& how else to explain grief but as this mirror,
this impossible joy
that will not let you hold it,this mirror that leaves rocks in your pocket
& everyone you love
looking like a river.